finally.. a LOST that makes sense

My 2 week weigh in has arrived...

since i started I have lost 2kg which is 4.4 pounds :)

I am happy with this result as I am already feeling a bit better... I need to keep going though...

I should join a gym.. but i don't wanna go too hard too fast... cos that might get me saggy skin... and thats gross..

not that i have stretch marks or anything or that i am obese... but i dont wanna push my luck :D

I hope you all enjoy your weekend

the D cup is the biggest...

Cuppa Cuppa Soup Soup...

getting a bit fond of these... they come in a great range too...

just don't add to much water or cuppa soup becomes cuppa broth.

and it aint too tasty...

Woo weekend away soon...

the road is long.... and he is heavy !

Well... its day 4 of my diet...

I think I am doing well... the first few days were so hard.

This morning I felt fantastic after a walk to work and a nice drink of water flavoured water.

But now its gotten to mid afternoon.. I am geting hungry for something more ...

I didnt eat my usual solid breakfast today as I am alternating shakes for breakfast and dinner - but i will have grilled chicken for dinner - nummy :D

Not long till i weigh in on saturday... I am hoping for 2 kilos... but i'll be happy if its 1

the white whale....

Well I have done my first weigh in..

I am officially 99kg or 218 pounds.

My goal weight is 79kg so I have 20 to lose.

Today will start the day with my regime that got me to 79 last time.. at least 1hr of exercise everyday and diet - no carbs or sugar.

I will be walking to and from work each day from now. I will change at work :)

Wish me luck... I'm going to miss all my delicious food.

PANIC ! at 4am..

I awoke this morning in a sweat... and short of breath and a half pass out...
I had a panic attack.

I am not in a very good financial situation at the moment as I have let debt run over me.

I can get myself out of it.. but it will take a lot of effort - lucky I have great friends to get me through.

In some ways the regrets are minimal - cos I have had so much fun overseas twice and bought a whole bunch of stuff. - Now it's time to be an adult.

I applied to consolidate my debt and a previous loan I am paying out... Here's hoping I get approved.

If I get approved I will be able to focus my attention to one spot - rather than 2 or 3. I already had a consolodation loan in 2008 - but again with my stupid spending it went right back to where it was.

I have felt guilty secretly about the money I owe.. but this time I know I can do .. i just need help.. and Im not afrraid to ask this time.

What I will also do to mark this occasion Is to start my ' Life changing' diet.

I was inspired by my dear friend Aaron and this weekend will be the start. I will give regular updates of how I am progressing...

stay tuned for the weigh in tomorrow.....